Jan 2013 is like any other month, and 2013 is turning out like any other year except I would like to change that. Its finally got into my head that I am not going to find a job lets just be real, I probably would be run over by a car or bitten by a shark before that happens. What I am going to do is focus on temping, getting my education stuff in order and take care of going back to school.This way I can have a career and not a job. I also realized that I can use some of my skills that I have. I love to cook and I have decided to start my own company, doing catering and making sandwiches. Hopefully I can be a bit successful. Right now I am floundering and not making a mark on society.
I also am taking more time to connect with my daughter. She had a bit of school issues, and I was scared that she was going to go downhill and stay there. She was just not listening and being defiant. She now is working thru her issues and I am going to have her see a professional. I think this separation and almost divorce is a factor to her and I need to explore what is going on.
I also am not going to be divorced by my bday. I wanted secretly in my mind to be free by my 43rd bday, non such luck but I am going to wait. I've been waiting since 2009, so I can wait a bit longer.
I have started to work out a bit more and I feel happy about that. I am shaking it up and doing lots of things, and feeling better about my self so far. I wish I could snap my fingers and shed 50 lbs but not happening. I am going to use my head and hopefully I will be successful.
