Saturday, August 21, 2010

Long time

Havent been keeping up with this, everytime I want to I get busy and find myself staring into space instead of blogging. So hows it been? So far so good and so bad. I have been so tired and dear I say depressed, just feel listless and out of energy but good because I went out last week and had a awesome time. Some friends I know and their friends, just women getting together everyone around my age and having fun. I was lamenting not   having   friends    Its quality over quanity, because my true friends are starting to come out and Im overjoyed. I do have friends that I really dont like because I feel like they really dont have my back but I guess the whole point is picking and choosing who is going to be in your life. I also have not been tresuring the people I do have in my life. I always see people with tons of friends, but what king of relationships do these people have, how would I know if they are good are bad, if all of them hate each other and are using each other. I guess all relationship have there purposes. I guess I should be grateful for the quality I have and not worry about quanity.
Work sucks and I feel like I do too much of it and not making a dent. I need a purpose in my life, something to not get me bored and want to pull all my hairs out; all over my body. Wish I could not be bored at work but that is what my fate is right now, do I need to do something else, yes, will I ? Yes. So far life is life.. Will keep up with my blog more often.

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