Well I had the conversation that I was dreading. I am a confident person but I had allot of fear talking to me ex about the care of our daughter,especially monetary issues. But I did; there was a start of huffing and puffing on his end,and then the breakthrough, we both agreed we both communicated, that's the best part. I felt so relieved and actually happy. I am sorry the way things worked out, sorry that we took up the best years of our lives, I have regret that we both mislead each other and the real loves of our lives were out there, now blown to the wind. Communication is the leading cause of all my issues and I thought that being single now I would improve I have a long way to go. Another note i got my divorce papers to sign and a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, but its sad because its the end of something. I do realize that I made my relationship the focus of my life, and for my next foray into the "love" aspect I do acknowledge that that might change or I will be in deep trouble once again.
The best part is my daughter and will always be the bond that will keep us together.
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