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So far so good. I'm not going to prattle on about how long its taken me to write but I think for the summer I am going to do more writing. I plan to purchase a bathing suit, I plan to do a lot this summer, god willing I will be able to do it. Hopefully I wont be to angry when I slip that bathing suit on , I promise I wont cry. I hope im in the "don't care'" category when that happens. My unemployment is going to end at some point hopefully I will find a job in that time. I know that I'm not ever going to falter in the future.

I am writing about friends, what else is new and some of them that are ungrateful. Well I want to be clear, we all are ungrateful at some point,  but to make a steady habit out of it is bogus. The back story is this; I had a friend of mine that has a child so she is a friend to my daughter, and she disappeared for a while. I went to a Fourth of July party and she showed up. Now I haven't spoken or seen her since October, she gave me a kiss and hug, it was warm and I thought that would open up conversation but it didn't. She was closed up like a clam,I tried, I also bought food for her child and mine and I got not a thank you, not a hey thanks but nothing, nothing after that. Her friend was more gracious and we talked.We sat and conversed while she checked Facebook, rude and selfish must I add.  I couldn't attend a party she had and I guess she wanted to have a grudge  and she is riding it for all its worth, actually its not worth much.The worst part of her is that is she is  selfish and ungrateful and doesn't understand which side her bread is buttered on, that kills me about people. I think it takes other people to make the world go around, its not just you working on your own steam. People help you and that's how you further yourself.There's always someone behind the scenes. Everyone that says nothing is ever given to me, well you don't get what you have because of "divine intervention". She doesn't either want to or care that she is living on the "company dime" so to speak.She is mega negative and I just don't want things like that in my life, and I always hope others don't want drama and negativity in their lives but they keep perpetuating it. Ahhh I guess some will never learn. Last night my FB status was something to this effect; thank god you have to pick your friends, because I am not picking her, or  many others. I thought our reunion would be sweet, it ended up leaving a very bitter taste in my mouth.