I'm feeling this

I have a very exciting update, at least to me, my daughters father and I, I feel have turned a corner. I feel like the anger and resentment has gone away. We are not happy happy yet, we aren't going out for drinks; although it may be coming down the pike. But I feel like we are friends. Friends. Probably what we should have been from the start. We weren't meant to be lovers but I think we make great friends. And we have something to do that is more important; we have a little girl to raise. She is the most important thing not having a romantic relationship. When things were bad I thought; should we have separated? And I can honestly say yes. I don't think we were happy, we just got used to each other and that is not what I am looking for. I don't think any one is looking for a comfortable love. I want a loving, romantic, passionate relationship. I want someone to find me awesome and tell me so.I want someone to find me sexy, to think I'm smart, and to really want to talk with me and laugh and have fun.  I'm actually ready to work on a relationship, something I was not ready to do with my daughters father. But we are friends and right about now I could use a whole lot of them. The change made me feel good and its like we are really working as a team and that I think is the best thing right now.